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11月8日

让Pop去死吧

回味昨天的方大同演唱会,哎发现我的文学水平完全无法表达出内心的澎湃.
那我就转一篇琴圣哥孙颖迪写的乐评吧,他把我能表达的,表达不了的,想表达的都表达出来了...
 
注:2005年4月16日,孙颖迪在荷兰乌得勒支举行的极富盛名的第七届弗朗茨·李斯特国际钢琴大赛上夺得第一名,成为第一位染指此项桂冠的华人钢琴家。由于获此殊荣,孙颖迪已经在荷兰及全球范围开始巡回演奏会。除了在荷兰为数众多的顶级音乐厅如阿姆斯特丹皇家音乐厅(AmsterdamConcertgebouw)演出之外,巡回音乐会还在全球许多国家进行,例如法国、比利时、德国、芬兰、匈牙利、捷克、波兰、西班牙、英国、俄罗斯、瑞士、澳大利亚、印尼、中国、日本、韩国、美国、新西兰以及南非。
 

 
刚从方大同的演唱会回来,很HIGH 的感觉,一如夏天时刚刚把他的一些歌导入进IPOD时那样。
他的现场很具水准,很稳定,很职业, 很复古,很有Marvin Gaye,Anetha Franklin 的感觉。
他也有很够劲的乐队做底,一票儿做FUNKY 的精英,许多地方玩一些节奏“切”耍酷;BAND LEADER 兼键盘手在Encore的“La Bamba”里,无论铺底还是Solo,还真有些玩爵士的范儿,神似Rachel Z。
喜欢方大同的前提,是我必须承认,他给我的感觉,先是一个乐手,一个懂得如何编曲的音乐人,一个知道音乐是什么的艺人,这一点很重要,最后才是唱功好。
唱功好可以练,嗓子也是天生,音乐功底却需要一天天积累。
曾经是JAZZ PIANIST 和FUNKY PLAYER 的我,很难从心理上去接受有嗓无脑的单线歌手,以及那些莫名其妙无聊透顶的依靠LOOP 和“马桶公式”(LZS曾说某大牌写的歌,他在MT上可以5分钟写出70首,我想说,如果我愿意,我可以写120首!)写成的口水歌。一支歌的内容和力量到底有多少?除了最不值钱但公司最可以卖钱的旋律以外,实在有,也应该有太多东西可讲究。其中的一些元素,乐手们要么视如粪土,要么爱不释手。而那些乐手们爱不释手的元素,往往构成我至今仍会选择听一些流行音乐的部分原因。
方大同的存在,至少表明流行音乐还是可以有些变化,变得不是那么无聊,变得不再是似曾相识的旋律+雷人的歌词+万变不离其宗的节奏;至少说明音乐的想法、音乐的头脑不是靠注水或吐口水。好的Pop Music 永远不应该是人人都能去做的——成为经典,只对真正有实力的人适用。
所以,我爱方大同。

 

何必说狠话,何必要挣扎
别再计算代价
爱了就爱了
若失去感觉
算了就算了
从始至终都很难相信她会以这样的方式结束自己的生命,像一只蝴蝶一般,走过了自己最灿烂的时光,然后俯身坠落深渊...
感情可能只是个幌子,看着真是苍白得很.
 
 
 
我有过十二种颜色
我选择在白天沉没
在落叶的背面
我在等我的春天
天黑前我希望被人发现
我在白天像一只蝴蝶
为了做梦才飞到黑夜
我在晚上像一只蝴蝶
找寻两个人的世界
 
这首歌,献给或许已经化身为蝶的她...
 
 
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8月15日

Timeless @ Endless / Les Paul in Heaven

有些歌 是一辈子的, 无论什麽时候出现, 都是新歌
男孩在自己的房间,拿起吉他,上了弦
他温柔而缓慢地调着这把老吉他,专心的像是世上只有这件事情可以做
一首熟悉的歌慢慢在心中,如轻烟袅袅升起
他弹起了前奏,又唱了两句,然後像是想起什麽似的………

原来 这些歌曲
联系着过往和现在的自己
在时空中交错着的
是我们了然于胸的拥抱
 
Les Paul in Heaven音符
8月2日

红豆 方大同版 cover full version

终于还是忍不住扒了一下方大同版红豆的吉他谱
这次放送的full version较之前的demo版本有了很大改动哦
不仅是整首歌的吉他部分和弦编排,在段落之间的小部分solo上也加入了王菲原版的一些元素
算是对她老人家的缅怀吧~
 
唯一可惜的是最近似乎状态欠佳,高音部分还真有点寒蝉 -o-
不过还是希望能有人喜欢红玫瑰
 
  
 
 
7月26日

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milestone 热烈的笑脸  特此发帖留念
6月21日

红豆 cover demo version

抢先试听版
 

  

 

 花了一个小时不到做出来的东西经过男人的后期处理之后果然有脱胎换骨的感觉~聚会
男人 <--- 我们的金牌制作人
 
小广告一条: 小众乐团招募和声女vocal,能吆喝的来!!
6月14日

已过一年, 思念仍是一种病...

 
 
其实这个版本已经是第三版了,
相比较最毛的版本分别加入了节奏鼓,前奏尾奏的小段solo,
还有部分的和声和优化,尤其是副歌部分.
希望大家能喜欢.
 
转眼间,已过一年...
思念仍是一种病,久久不能痊愈...
3月15日

每天每天

每天每天站在忙乱又无聊的路旁
等你向我走来
每天每天一直看见到你和你说话
才算有个开始
每天每天我都没感觉
我们有什么改变
我一直以为这是永远
而我无法想像你会离开
我已习惯
你总在我的右手边
一起看无聊搞笑片
约好去看地中海的蓝
我已习惯
我们在一起像old friend
分享生活里的一切
我知道你每个笑
有不同的意义存在

 
   
2月24日

春风吹

吹红了桃花吹绿了柳树
你在路上总会安慰谁
吹醒了青蛙吹来了燕子
我在城里刚好缺了谁
你纵然带来地下的玫瑰
能否收回地上的滋味
有人唱胡不归
春风一吹想起谁
有所谓无所谓只要不后悔
春风一吹忘了谁
我上一次流泪又几岁
你会追我想退会不会对不对
也难怪我有点累
洞里蛇冬日睡原上草春风吹
到夏天我变了谁

  
11月7日

Barack Obama Presidential Victory Speech

魅力这东西应该是天生的吧
 
 

Hello, Chicago.

If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer.

It's the answer told by lines that stretched around schools and churches in numbers this nation has never seen, by people who waited three hours and four hours, many for the first time in their lives, because they believed that this time must be different, that their voices could be that difference.

It's the answer spoken by young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Hispanic, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled. Americans who sent a message to the world that we have never been just a collection of individuals or a collection of red states and blue states.

We are, and always will be, the United States of America.

It's the answer that led those who've been told for so long by so many to be cynical and fearful and doubtful about what we can achieve to put their hands on the arc of history and bend it once more toward the hope of a better day. Video Watch Obama's speech in its entirety »

It's been a long time coming, but tonight, because of what we did on this date in this election at this defining moment change has come to America.

A little bit earlier this evening, I received an extraordinarily gracious call from Sen. McCain.

Sen. McCain fought long and hard in this campaign. And he's fought even longer and harder for the country that he loves. He has endured sacrifices for America that most of us cannot begin to imagine. We are better off for the service rendered by this brave and selfless leader.

I congratulate him; I congratulate Gov. Palin for all that they've achieved. And I look forward to working with them to renew this nation's promise in the months ahead.

I want to thank my partner in this journey, a man who campaigned from his heart, and spoke for the men and women he grew up with on the streets of Scranton and rode with on the train home to Delaware, the vice president-elect of the United States, Joe Biden.

And I would not be standing here tonight without the unyielding support of my best friend for the last 16 years the rock of our family, the love of my life, the nation's next first lady Michelle Obama.

Sasha and Malia I love you both more than you can imagine. And you have earned the new puppy that's coming with us to the new White House.

And while she's no longer with us, I know my grandmother's watching, along with the family that made me who I am. I miss them tonight. I know that my debt to them is beyond measure.

To my sister Maya, my sister Alma, all my other brothers and sisters, thank you so much for all the support that you've given me. I am grateful to them.

And to my campaign manager, David Plouffe, the unsung hero of this campaign, who built the best -- the best political campaign, I think, in the history of the United States of America.

To my chief strategist David Axelrod who's been a partner with me every step of the way.

To the best campaign team ever assembled in the history of politics you made this happen, and I am forever grateful for what you've sacrificed to get it done.

But above all, I will never forget who this victory truly belongs to. It belongs to you. It belongs to you.

I was never the likeliest candidate for this office. We didn't start with much money or many endorsements. Our campaign was not hatched in the halls of Washington. It began in the backyards of Des Moines and the living rooms of Concord and the front porches of Charleston. It was built by working men and women who dug into what little savings they had to give $5 and $10 and $20 to the cause.

It grew strength from the young people who rejected the myth of their generation's apathy who left their homes and their families for jobs that offered little pay and less sleep.

It drew strength from the not-so-young people who braved the bitter cold and scorching heat to knock on doors of perfect strangers, and from the millions of Americans who volunteered and organized and proved that more than two centuries later a government of the people, by the people, and for the people has not perished from the Earth.

This is your victory.

And I know you didn't do this just to win an election. And I know you didn't do it for me.

You did it because you understand the enormity of the task that lies ahead. For even as we celebrate tonight, we know the challenges that tomorrow will bring are the greatest of our lifetime -- two wars, a planet in peril, the worst financial crisis in a century.

Even as we stand here tonight, we know there are brave Americans waking up in the deserts of Iraq and the mountains of Afghanistan to risk their lives for us.

There are mothers and fathers who will lie awake after the children fall asleep and wonder how they'll make the mortgage or pay their doctors' bills or save enough for their child's college education.

There's new energy to harness, new jobs to be created, new schools to build, and threats to meet, alliances to repair.

The road ahead will be long. Our climb will be steep. We may not get there in one year or even in one term. But, America, I have never been more hopeful than I am tonight that we will get there.

I promise you, we as a people will get there.

There will be setbacks and false starts. There are many who won't agree with every decision or policy I make as president. And we know the government can't solve every problem.

But I will always be honest with you about the challenges we face. I will listen to you, especially when we disagree. And, above all, I will ask you to join in the work of remaking this nation, the only way it's been done in America for 221 years -- block by block, brick by brick, calloused hand by calloused hand.

What began 21 months ago in the depths of winter cannot end on this autumn night.

This victory alone is not the change we seek. It is only the chance for us to make that change. And that cannot happen if we go back to the way things were.

It can't happen without you, without a new spirit of service, a new spirit of sacrifice.

So let us summon a new spirit of patriotism, of responsibility, where each of us resolves to pitch in and work harder and look after not only ourselves but each other.

Let us remember that, if this financial crisis taught us anything, it's that we cannot have a thriving Wall Street while Main Street suffers.

In this country, we rise or fall as one nation, as one people. Let's resist the temptation to fall back on the same partisanship and pettiness and immaturity that has poisoned our politics for so long.

Let's remember that it was a man from this state who first carried the banner of the Republican Party to the White House, a party founded on the values of self-reliance and individual liberty and national unity.

Those are values that we all share. And while the Democratic Party has won a great victory tonight, we do so with a measure of humility and determination to heal the divides that have held back our progress.

As Lincoln said to a nation far more divided than ours, we are not enemies but friends. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection.

And to those Americans whose support I have yet to earn, I may not have won your vote tonight, but I hear your voices. I need your help. And I will be your president, too.

And to all those watching tonight from beyond our shores, from parliaments and palaces, to those who are huddled around radios in the forgotten corners of the world, our stories are singular, but our destiny is shared, and a new dawn of American leadership is at hand.

To those -- to those who would tear the world down: We will defeat you. To those who seek peace and security: We support you. And to all those who have wondered if America's beacon still burns as bright: Tonight we proved once more that the true strength of our nation comes not from the might of our arms or the scale of our wealth, but from the enduring power of our ideals: democracy, liberty, opportunity and unyielding hope.

That's the true genius of America: that America can change. Our union can be perfected. What we've already achieved gives us hope for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.

This election had many firsts and many stories that will be told for generations. But one that's on my mind tonight's about a woman who cast her ballot in Atlanta. She's a lot like the millions of others who stood in line to make their voice heard in this election except for one thing: Ann Nixon Cooper is 106 years old.

She was born just a generation past slavery; a time when there were no cars on the road or planes in the sky; when someone like her couldn't vote for two reasons -- because she was a woman and because of the color of her skin.

And tonight, I think about all that she's seen throughout her century in America -- the heartache and the hope; the struggle and the progress; the times we were told that we can't, and the people who pressed on with that American creed: Yes we can.

At a time when women's voices were silenced and their hopes dismissed, she lived to see them stand up and speak out and reach for the ballot. Yes we can.

When there was despair in the dust bowl and depression across the land, she saw a nation conquer fear itself with a New Deal, new jobs, a new sense of common purpose. Yes we can.

When the bombs fell on our harbor and tyranny threatened the world, she was there to witness a generation rise to greatness and a democracy was saved. Yes we can.

She was there for the buses in Montgomery, the hoses in Birmingham, a bridge in Selma, and a preacher from Atlanta who told a people that "We Shall Overcome." Yes we can.

A man touched down on the moon, a wall came down in Berlin, a world was connected by our own science and imagination.

And this year, in this election, she touched her finger to a screen, and cast her vote, because after 106 years in America, through the best of times and the darkest of hours, she knows how America can change.

Yes we can.

America, we have come so far. We have seen so much. But there is so much more to do. So tonight, let us ask ourselves -- if our children should live to see the next century; if my daughters should be so lucky to live as long as Ann Nixon Cooper, what change will they see? What progress will we have made?

This is our chance to answer that call. This is our moment.

This is our time, to put our people back to work and open doors of opportunity for our kids; to restore prosperity and promote the cause of peace; to reclaim the American dream and reaffirm that fundamental truth, that, out of many, we are one; that while we breathe, we hope. And where we are met with cynicism and doubts and those who tell us that we can't, we will respond with that timeless creed that sums up the spirit of a people: Yes, we can.Thank you. God bless you. And may God bless the United States of America.



 

10月17日

把酒当歌 人生几何

1.Katrina

    

 

2.忽然之间
    
特别鸣谢 挫人施 与 挫人须 的通力配合, 没有他们捣乱应该会更加和谐吧, 敬请期待下季节目
 
10月10日

IC设计之死(转)

朋友转给我的,看了心寒呐
 
先天不足的中国IC设计行业步入调整期,大多数企业都将面临生死困境

  文 | 本刊记者 倪洪章

  8月的上海张江科技园热浪袭人,但吴越却被浓浓的寒意包裹着。吴曾是园区里的一家IC设计公司(应受访对象要求,本文中出现的受访者名字均为化名)的创始人。不久前,他在朋友张毅的帮助下以1000万美元的价格转让了公司。

  张毅曾在美国硅谷从事IC设计,也创办过两个IC设计公司,皆以失败告终。他认定要在这个行业生存下去太艰难,根本无法与欧美企业抗衡,所以他选择了放弃。

  在张毅的张罗下,另一个位于张江科技园的IC设计公司以900万美元卖给了一家美国半导体公司。张俨然已成为了一个兜售中国芯片公司的经纪人。现在,园区里的大部分IC设计公司都在挣扎中。张毅告诉《中国企业家》。

  年初以来,悲观的论调开始袭裹张江:“IC设计产业已经哀鸿遍野,很多公司会因为资金和市场问题而相继牺牲“2008年将是中国IC设计企业的生死年。更有甚者,用张江半导体的倒闭潮来预言IC设计产业的命运。

  很多IC设计公司都感到2008年的消费电子产品市场需求在萎缩,下游厂家对半导体的采购量也同样在缩减,而且该趋势愈加明显,这对目前仍处在亏损状态的IC设计企业不啻于雪上加霜。现在有些出口型电子公司的订单已经下滑到只有正常情况下的10%,消费电子企业和手机相关企业的销售额下滑也是相当惊人。一位深圳华强北半导体从业人士告诉记者。

  IC设计是张江科技园的一张名片,众多的海归创业都选择落户这里。但本刊记者在解读这个凝聚着政府、企业以及个人梦想的产业蓝图时,却发现梦想其实越来越远,冬天的脚步却越来越近。

  一个创业者的无奈

  在张江科技园附近的一家星巴克里,吴越如约而至。

  没有让公司死在自己的手中,这样的机会不是每个人都能遇上的。吴越的表情略带着一丝侥幸。

  吴越的创业经历是上海张江科技园区芯片企业一个典型的案例。

  吴早年在美国硅谷的第一次创业是苦涩的,受2001年互联网泡沫破灭所累,吴不得不于2003年底将公司亏本出售。他和创业伙伴先后回到上海重走创业之路。吴越一开始并没有什么明确的方向,坐着飞机到各地寻找灵感。很快,手机电池的电源管理芯片就闯入了吴越的视野。吴越当时想,如果每块手机电池上都需要这样的芯片,那么这个市场的潜力足够惊人。

  于是,吴与两个朋友组成了创业团队。创业资金由两部分组成,一部分是自有资金,另一部分是来自风险投资。20045月,吴越注册了公司。

  创业初期,他们三人关在小屋里自己做设计,画线路图。2006年中,吴越的产品开始成熟,并逐步推向市场,市场的反响还不错,公司的知名度也节节攀升。

  让吴越意想不到的是,甜蜜的时光没有多久,一系列麻烦接踵而至。

  有一天,吴越在市场上突然发现了相同的产品,更让吴越惊诧的是这些芯片竟然与他的芯片一模一样。我们被人抄袭了!吴越的第一反应如是,他们辛辛苦苦做了一年半的研发,几乎被抄袭者不费吹灰之力给窃取了。

  在中国IC设计行业非常流行一个术语——反向设计,说的更直白就是抄袭。让吴越更为无奈的是,抄袭者的价格比他要低很多。

  因为抄袭者不用做市场调研,也不用产品定义。吴越认为,这些前期的费用也是一笔不菲的开销。吴越也试图通过法律来保护自己的知识产权,但是他很快便放弃了这一想法。

  因为这家公司有地方保护,跟它打官司不一定赢。即使对方官司输了,它仍可以改换门庭后再接着抄袭。此情此景,吴越只得不停更新产品的设计。但即便如此,抄袭依然是如影随形。

  同时吴越直接感受到资金匮乏的压力。在其公司的开支中,人力成本占据了70%,而且人力资源成本还在不断上涨,此时投融资界对IC设计已另眼相看,各种可能的融资渠道都向吴越关上了大门。

  直到2007年公司出售的前夕,吴越的公司还处在亏损中,要到产品销售再增长一倍才可能做到盈亏平衡。在越发肃杀的大环境当中,这样的增长并不容易。吴越下定决心要出售公司。

  让吴越有点哭笑不得的是,他最近接到同行们的电话,询问的话题通常只有一个:怎么样也能把自己的IC设计公司卖出去。

  生死困境

  然而,吴越在寒冬来临之前将公司成功出售的幸运越来越难以复制。

  像吴越一样,这批聚集在张江的海归创业轨迹几乎相同:他们在美国大型芯片企业做设计,技术上日趋成熟后,受硅谷创业模式和中国市场勃兴的双重刺激回国创业。

  这些工程师绝大多数欠缺管理和市场经验,他们在美国做不了老板,就想回国做老板。对中国IC设计界相当了解的张毅说,他认识的大部分创业者都是这样的。

  然而,这批海归在抉择项目的同时,就决定了IC设计产业的根基与方向。

  张毅介绍说,IC设计行业分为两大类,一类是数字芯片,一类是模拟芯片。在数字芯片领域中SOCSystem on a chip)的趋势越来越流行,就是将一个系统所涉及到的管脚都集成在一个芯片上,集成能力越强的企业越能适应未来发展;而与此相对的是模拟芯片领域内,主要是集中在一些相对冷门、偏僻的领域,不容易被集成,于是一些小的公司就获得了生存空间。

  回国的创业者往往都是占领一个小山头,别人攻不下来,自己也成不了气候。张毅说,不幸的是,张江园区大部分芯片企业都是从事模拟IC设计的,在全球范围内,他们既不是技术的主流,也不代表着创新的方向。他们之所以存在就是要取代美国的同类企业,用中国的低成本攻占他们的山头,取而代之。

  他们回国创业无非是在重复美国所做的东西,有些急功近利的企业,为了更快更低成本地推出产品,就采用反向设计的思路进行抄袭,而这种抄袭却往往以国内芯片企业为对象,形成内部残杀。张毅说。

  做电源数据管理芯片的创业者赵泉说,张江园区第一代的IC设计公司,很多创业时就开始抄袭别人,就是想把成本做低,因为常在设计上偷工减料,质量上常常出问题。赵泉的公司从2004年创立起已花掉了4000多万元人民币,至今没有盈利。

  赵泉认为,那些做抄袭的企业投机心理严重,没有自己的技术路线和技术积累,常常有一单没一单,永远都不会吸引到像摩托罗拉、东芝、德州仪器这样的世界性大公司做客户。于是它们的产品开始在各种劣质的消费电子、山寨机中广泛的应用,这是产品品质低劣的罪魁祸首。

  虽然第二代企业已经有了一些创新技术,但是这些技术还是边缘性产品,中星微即是如此,另外一家知名IC设计公司向前走了一步,有自己的系统,也是主流的产品,但其中还是有抄的成分。中国至少有70%左右的企业是抄过来的,但这些企业会慢慢被淘汰。赵泉说。

  目前,张江科技园的200家芯片企业绝大部分没有盈利,而且规模偏小,他们抵御风险的能力非常低下。赵泉认为,中国的IC设计企业当中,60%的企业因为没有创新会死掉,其余40%当中,有10家存活下来就已经了不起了,这10家也会通过合并整合,最后可能出现在市场上的只有四五家。

  雪上加霜的是,IC设计公司的融资成了一件非常奢侈的事情。已经有半年没有听到张江哪家公司融到资金了。张毅说,半导体这个行业的投资回报率太低了,在美国上市的展讯、中星微和炬力的PE值都非常低,VC的兴趣都已经转移了。

  中国半导体协会集成电路分会理事长王芹生曾警告说,2007年,本土IC销售增长从前几年的60%跌到14%,它预示本土IC公司开始步入调整期。未来35年,本土IC公司面临的压力会越来越大。很多企业会面临生死困境,关停并转2008年会更加突出。

 

9月6日

看洋片 学鸟语

I can turn my back on the world, all of it...as long as you stay with me.

                        -------  Quoted from <<Hellboy.2.The.Golden.Army>>

 

Terry: You know why you and I get along so well?

Lara:

No.

Terry: We are two of a kind, me and you.

Lara:

We are nothing alike.

Terry: I don't think we're alike, but I do think we're a pair.

Opposite sides of the same coin.

                        -------  Quoted from <<Tomb.Raider.2.Cradle.of.Life>>

 

How much of human life is lost in waiting!

                        -------  Quoted from <<Indiana.Jones.and.the.Kingdom.of.the.Crystal.Skull>>

 

No sacrifice, no victory.

                        -------  Quoted from <<Transformer>>

9月3日

字数

 

课程名 成绩 学分
高等工程数学 B+ 3
半导体物理、器件与工艺 B+ 3
英语 A- 3
管理经济学 A- 2
 
重视太多,翘课太少
8月31日

演唱会

难得去看了场演唱会
2008 张震岳 上海 Free 演唱会
哎,其实也没啥好写的, 那就
介绍一下自己觉得超级入味的歌
 
路口
很难
思念是一种病 (烂大街了,琅琅上口的rap,超级好听的调调..可惜上来有点走调~)
一开始就没退路
自由
勇气 (和陈绮真合唱的, 陈主场,阿岳和声,一个字,"赞".曾几何时,梦中有过这样的场景呢,你唱我和)
再见
爱的初体验
小宇 (其实一把木琴就能演绎出最真实最感动的音乐)
爱我别走
 
大多都是深情慢歌,或者是soft rock啦, 是我喜欢的风格.
现场的感觉真的很棒.
或许是因为象我这种上了年纪的人,特别容易被打动.呵呵
 
 
 
8月24日

流沙

看着这熟悉的吉他谱, 弹着这熟悉的旋律
无法唱出的歌词, 无法入眠的夜

7月25日

Tears

If you could have told me everything
You should have found what love is
If you have told me what was on your mind
I could have shown you the way
 
如何に 行けぼいい  贵方と触れて
今は 过き去つた  时流に问い挂けて
长すきた夜に  旅立ちを梦见た
异国の空见つめて  孤独を抱きしめた
流れる泪を  时代の风にねて
终らない贵方の  吐息を感して
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

Loneliness your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory you never let me cry
And you, you never said goodbye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you’d treat your soul to the fates
Never thought you’d leave me along
Time through the rain has set me free Sands of time will keep my memory
Love ever lasting fades away
Alive within you beatless heart
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

流れる泪を  时代の风にねて
终らない恋くみを青い蔷薇に变えて
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love
流れる泪を  时代の风にねて
终らない贵方の  吐息を感して
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

If you could have told me everything
You should have found what love is
If you have told me what was on your mind
I could have shown you the way

7月18日

拐点

 
  
丫的,公司业绩不好,把我们几个部门卖了,虽说工资没变,但是福利差了还要去松江的工厂.(其实老子就是不想去工厂)
这一阵子一点都不开心,猪头还时不时的冷落我,哎.
想来,凭什么我们就成了公司降低成本的牺牲品,半年前还嘻笑着承诺着今年会怎么怎么的资本主义一下子就露出了丑恶的嘴脸,而且是那么的不留情面,没有一点讨价还价的余地.
哎,个人的发展计划一下子都乱了,什么升职加薪出国培训之类的通通成为泡影.
也好,当有些事情不可避免的时候,那就让他来得凶猛些,180度的过山车我玩的起,凭什要么任人摆布呢.
想想这3年,说不上呕心沥血,但也是兢兢业业.真是有点委屈.
好在前天刚投的简历,昨天就接到了面试电话.这着实给我打了一针强心剂.嘿
今天去面试前,老娘给我拿出了3年前毕业那会专门为了找工作面试买的西裤衬衫,看着镜子里面的自己,一切都变了...
腰变粗了,裤子穿不下了,肩膀变宽了,衬衫紧身了,皮带也往后挪了好几个孔,但...唯一不变的,却是我这张帅气的脸(惭愧~)
面试进行的都还挺顺利,总共2个小时的时间一共被3个人轮了.发觉我还真是老练了,竟然把那些人说得一愣一愣.
对我来说成功的面试就好比是大陆妹在拍毛片,虽然心里很爽很想要但还是要装做很痛苦很低调.
工资开得高了点,不知道会不会成为唯一的阻碍.管他呢,老子就值这个价,你们tmd爱要不要.
今天心情大爽,感觉人生得到肯定了,价值得到体现了,欲望得到满足了..特此写下这些乱七八糟的东西.
我的拐点,fighting
 
 
6月28日

对不起 (此处省略3字)

 
今天俺明白了一个道理, 当有些事情无论怎么说都不会有结果的时候,索性就不要说, 有些问题怎么找都找不到原由的时候,就不要去找.
沟通这东西不是一天两天,一句话两句话能说清楚的. 都那么久了, 总是有些默契的,有些东西就让他尽在不言中...
改变你不如改变自己.
对不起...
 
 
 
哎 看书都看不进 不过幸亏下个礼拜就考完了, 一切都会变好的